Why must life be so mean!!! Like seriously!!! For a moment we can be very happy really very happy and the next second everything can just change!!! Its like just in a blink of an eye!!! It changes very quickly and it can really suck sometimes!!! I dont know what the hell I am currently thinking and i feel stupid!!! Someone help me!!! Nah for this time I will not approach anyone for help!!! I have to learn to solve problems myself if not how am i suppose to help others in the future!!! It is very irritating having this feeling and i really dont know why i am feeling this way isit cos i am thinking too much or maybe thr is too many thing happen at the same time!!! I wan everything to be perfect but thats impossible I know!!! ARGHHH!!!! FML!!!! Why cant everything just be right and stop bringing me problems!!! THE FUCKING TEST IS FULL TOO HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO TAKE IT AND ITS DAM FREAKING EX!!! WHAT IF I FAIL IT??? AND WHAT IF I DID NOT DO WELL ENOUGH!!! I am not allowed to do what i want and it really bother me!!! Why am i like this??? Is thr anyway to solve it??? I really dont know maybe i am just confuse!!! And i also dont know why on earth am I coming back here to talk to the computer!!! I just want to talk to someone but I also dont want to trouble any one!! They have their own thing to think about and its not fair to make other worry about u!!! I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT SHOULD I DO??? PLS SAVE ME GOD!!!!! I dont think anyone will ever read this anyway so yeaa!!! This is gonna be my place to spam from now on!!!! WHY AM I LIKE THIS?? I MUST BE STRONG AND I MUST BE!!! THIS IS SO NOT ME SERIOUSLY!!!!
